And its funny, because last night, after being pumped with 6
different insane types of drugs, I felt fabulous. I jokingly posted a picture
of my ham that I “slaved over all day” on facebook, okay it cooked itself, but
I finished up that meal with mac n cheese and some frozen veggies. Skip rode to
try to get healthy, we ate, and all watched Harry Potter 4 together. I was a
mess. Why is it NOW that I have to feel so good? Is this what is to come?
Because that would be fabulous! But instead I near cried myself to sleep. I was
so frustrated with the ups and downs and emotional roller coaster God had me
on! I bawled through our prayers, talked to Skip and slept hard. I mean HARD. I
woke up at 8 like, “Madison has her physical in 30 minutes! AH!” Skip took her
which was weird for me too, but I lay calm around here because today we’ve
planned to go all out. We pulled all the kids from school and me, mom and ash
are heading to the zoo. I love the zoo and much more I love these lil girls!
So, off I go to have a fantastic up day… I can. I can. I can. I will. I will. I
will.
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