My soul finds rest in God alone, my salvation comes from him.
He alone is my rock and salvation, he is my fortress I will never be shaken.
Rejoice! Rejoice in the Lord! Do not be anxious about
anything, but with thanksgiving, prayer and petition, make your requests to God
and the peace of God that transcends all understanding will guard you hearts
and minds in Christ Jesus.
May the morning bring you hope of his unfailing love for I put
my trust in you.
Just
a few of the scriptures that came to mind the other morning as I lay in bed. I
had tried so hard to memorize some scriptures the day before, but I cannot. So
I started remembering oldies, but goodies.
I
had another seizure. My shoulder still hurts for the violent tremor that went
all the way up my arm to my shoulder. Thankfully Madison was in the room and
she Ativan to me in 3 seconds. I ended up sleeping on the floor that evening
and the next two days were spent laying on the couch. I’m pretty sure I had a
seizure again, Monday morning as I could not even walk. It seems to enhance the
wobble effect, and day two after I can’t get off the couch.
I
cannot help but think about tomorrow’s radiation treatment. Will it work? Are
the tumors still there? Have the gotten bigger? Will I go into a seizure during
the treatment? Will I get life threatening swelling? Will my brain damage get
worse? Will it get better? So many fears to give to God and not worry. Will it
cure me? We need change, we need a break.
Tomorrow
Madison is performing in the talent show, she is quite nervous, and I pray for
those jitters, and I pray the side effects of the radiation are uneventful so I
may see her. I so desperately want to see her perform her own song. It is
precious.
Theres
so much happening, and so much I’m forgetting. Bless you all who drive me
around, bring me chick fil a cravings, make us dinner almost every night, pick
up the kids, bring us juice and oils, who send a bazillion prayers and love
from across the world. I could not be more thankful. For my team of doctors who
I know will not let me down. My hope is in God and his mercies which are new
everyday. I tell myself to B Strong. B Courageous. B brave.
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