As I walked by my daughters room or as skip brought me by her
room, plop to me into the elevator chair, and I couldn’t help but notice the
first picture hanging in her room. I
noticed some red around it and couldn’t figure it out until I saw a heart. I wondered
what it would look like without me.
My tumor markers rose again in a weeks time. One rose 80 and
one climbed about 50.
I and trying to get in touch with my doctors all week and it’s
just seems hopeless. They don’t respond and we’ve been waiting. I chose not to tell skip until he got home
because I didn’t want him stressing more. He’s already been so stressed with
his job.
On a brighter note my dad brought bagels and cream cheese
for breakfast and we laughed and giggled and had a great time. I didn’t know
his extensive knowledge in memory for old commercials! Then my mother-in-law came and had a good old
time. She babysat me I’ll skip went into
the office and at 4 o’clock we pray for as Lana would say that daddy to be
happy. For daddy to have a smile when he
walked in. we played sorry and chutes and ladders and just enjoyed the afternoon.
A friend asked if we wanted them to grill stuff for us and it was amazing. I
don’t know what rub he uses but it’s awesome. Then the girls talked us into
Brewster’s and I think jax licked his little tongue Raw. And all while that was going on I got my
house clean!! I mean I didn’t clean it
or anything but this awesome rockstar named Stephanie did!
We started planning our trip out to California and it was a
lot of fun. Prices seem to be fair and
if we jump on it I think we’ll get a really good deal. We just need to know if
Dr. Kesari is going to be there before we make any arrangements. Hopefully that is today!
Until then thank you
for all the prayers, love, hope, and kind words. All you who have brought meals
and clean my house and did my laundry. Run errands and just being there to cry
on someone shoulder. I love you all dearly and wait with anticipation for what
is next. I hope to find out today…
Love spending time with my family. Thank you. Love and prayers always.. xoxoxo
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