Ok. So I’m going to take a shot at this. I’ve already
realized this morning how bad my short term memory loss (STML) has gotten so I
am so thankful for the gazillion and one photos and the endless chatter amongst
the girls of all the stories and things he said and did last night.
We headed off with our FANTASTIC Shawn Universal shirts and 2 bags of clothing that we shoved into an all day locker. The day
started out a little hairy as we found out riding a roller coaster for the
first time, and then doing it again because it was so awesome, may not be the best
of plans. Thankfully, I’m a pro at nausea now and we got it under control
without detriment to the day. We rode rides (mostly them) and I trudged through
the park. I wasn’t feeling it, I was weak and getting nervous I would not make
it through the day.
We hung out in Harry Potter land for a LONG time and I’m not
sure what possessed me to go into Ollivander’s Wand shop, maybe that there was
no line for once, but we did. It actually has a little “production” before you
go into the shop. Something I didn’t know. As we walked the back halls, every
nook I saw I thought, and probably said out loud, “that’s a perfect sleeping place,”
as I dreamt about a little sleeping bag so I could curl up and go to sleep.” We
make it into the little room and the lady makes a little spot for Alana to go
to the front to watch. Except when everyone is in, she goes right up to her and
says I’m not sure exactly, but something like, “I feel the presence of magic
with you… your eyes… yes, please come with me.” Then selected another girl.
From here I have all the audio, I won’t spoil it for those who haven’t been but
at the very end she said the wand for her was Vine. “The vine chooses someone
who is ambitious, inspirational, very strong, and is useful for prosperity,
healing, and protection.” Well I’m fighting tears at this point. We walk out of
the room and I’m already looking to find where we buy the wand! It could have
been a $500 wand and it was going home with her! She asked if she could have
it, and I had her promise to read the books, and I want to with her. Funny
thing, I’ve never seen a movie or read a book, but I’m intrigued.
The girls ran off and played with their wands and Skip and I
nearly fell asleep on a bench. I was near done at this point. We walked out and
I had to, we went to Starbucks. I’d given up Starbucks for lent, but justified
it in the fact that I have not had an iced coffee either, so I ordered a venti
hot coffee. It was chilly as it had rained most of the morning. I found an
apartment stoop and sent everyone off to ride Transformers. I laid all the
plastic ponchos down (Skip has posted this lovely image on FB) and curled up
with all of our things.
Ella eventually came and sat with me and the others ran for
one last ride on the Rocket Roller Coaster and we laughed and talked and hung
out. I’m so proud of these kids and just so grateful for her years of
friendship with Madison. I know they were not all perfect, are they ever with
girl friends? We see the girls sprinting around the corner, it’s after 6:00,
our predetermined “get ready time!” So we head over to the lockers, grab our
things and literally take over the public bathroom. Thankfully there is a little
counter. The image still makes me giggle, people must have thought we were
INSANE. Hair, makeup, dresses, perfume, we are ready. They looked awesome and
we start walking to our destination.
One of the universal stilt people said, “hey Shawn is
over there in gray! Go meet him!” I was like, oh, yeah, I see him. Madison was
like, “um no mom, that is NOT Shawn Mendes!!” Are you sure? Death look I tell
you. She said, “MOM!!!???!” I don’t know, he could’ve lightened his hair? We
keep on going regardless, and I now know this is DEFINITELY not even CLOSE to
him. No one could imposter this guy and really, why would you!!?? How weird.
We get in line with about 20 other people and the nerves are
rolling. Alana is nearly ready to explode and the girls are nervous. You can
see it. I make instant friends with three super cool guys from Florida just getting a cool
meet-n-greet through a buddy. Why not!? A universal rep comes by and starts
asking names, and when she gets to us, we get pulled aside. Apparently we are
going to the end of the line. Huh?
They start letting people into the studio and its pretty
quiet, dark and the Universal-Mendes background is lit. People are cycling
through pretty quickly, grabbing their picture with Shawn and as we get closer
it’s getting more exciting and the girls look like they are going to pass out.
To calm nerves I just huddle them and start praying. Deep breaths, I’d been
saying it for an hour, he’s a normal everyday friend. Have fun.
It’s our turn and a sweet worker says she will use my phone
and video the entire thing for me. I promised to keep it for me because I would
probably forget what was said within the hour and especially for my kids to
look back on. Everyone is gone and we are left. Shawn full on begins
introducing himself to everyone. We meet and hug and he asks for the birthday
girl and when he sees her he thought she looked familiar. Madison was likely
caving at this point because he asks how old she’s turning and there is no
response, so I ask and she says 13. Then he goes into this entire deal about
her flowered headband and this has been a huge subject of conversation ever
since.
We went through chatting, taking pictures and laughing. One
of my favorites was when we almost forgot a picture with Skip and he shows his
Shawn shirt to him. But the best was when he accepted a TEAM NADINE bracelet.
Madison had two on her wrist. Her original and her replacement. At some point
she had lost the original and then found it, so she wears two. She gave him
number 1. He said the last one he got he wore until the words rubbed off and
broke and still has it. Tears are trying at this point but we are smiling! This
is SO FUN.
Then something big happened, and I hear do we have something
to autograph for them? We had been told in line, that there wouldn’t be any, so
I’m totally caught off guard, apparently they do! We walk out the back and by
this point the kids are all walking with Shawn in this adorable little side by
side line talking. I have no idea what they are saying but I am FIGHTING the
tears. This is SO awesome and EXACTLY what I dreamed about. They told me later
their conversations and I’ll tell you, his just total coolness and just being
like an older friend truly spoke volumes to them. It’s all they can talk about
and I couldn’t agree more. I’m so impressed I don’t even have words to say how
truly blown away I was by this teenager. I have watched very few grow up of
this caliber.
He sits and starts signing autographs and I’m just soaking
it in. Apparently I didn’t hear half of what he said because the girls were
talking about things I have zero recollection of him saying. It was precious.
Everyone else standing around got tuned out. I couldn’t believe this moment.
Then I get my phone back and what does Nadine need? You guessed it, a selfie!!
And he obliged! Except he took the phone from me and apparently is a master pro
at selfie taking. It reminded me of Madison because she does the same thing! Let
me mom! Difference was he went to the other girls and it took MAYBE 10 seconds
max. I’ve never seen anything like it! Precious AND impressive! I need to step
up my game or get lessons!!
We said our goodbyes and he hurried off. He took way longer
with us than I would’ve ever dreamed less than an hour from his show and as a
hard worker, that too meant a lot. He never acted like we were an inconvenience
or anything.
We were escorted to a great spot. You know, my plan
originally had been to camp out all day so we could have front row, before this
all came together. I had it ALL planned out, but this, this was SOOOOO much
better. So we all huddled into the corner of this area and he comes on and I
look and he is wearing the TEAM NADINE bracelet. I cried from then on, I
literally could not stop. He began with “Something Big.” I’m pretty sure I’ve
posted the lyrics more than once with all of the miracles we’ve experienced,
“Something big I feel it happenin’, outta my control…” one of my favorite
songs, and OH wow. Way more awesome in person. Unreal to be exact!!
All his songs I usually just sing along with in the car, and
know many are love songs, but for some reason the words last night were
piercing my heart. “Take a piece of my heart, and make it all your own, so when
we are apart, we will never be alone.” Go ahead, cry. Because I can’t see the
keyboard anymore.
Whew. OKAY. I’m back. Maybe only for a minute. I just kept
loving on my girls. Hugs, singing into each others eyes, screaming girly
screams, holding hands and of course inbetween being held by my Skip. Alana
kept reaching her hand out to clear my eyes. “…love it when you look at me like
that…when I’m with you I feel better” just more words that are playing on our
drive home that I know where peircers.
Then, it’s waterfalls. “Turns out that no one else can
replace me, I’m permanent you can’t erase me, I’ll have you remember me, one
more kiss is all it takes, I’ll leave you with the memory...” are you
kidding?!! I’ve heard these lyrics more times than I can count on all my
fingers and toes and I’m not sure if it was just God letting me know that we
are doing the right thing by making the best memories ever, or what, but these
were the most powerful of them all. I’m wondering to myself, are these the
biggest memories because God isn’t going to pull me through this? If not, this song
needs to be playing when I die. OR is my family to be an inspiration to truly remind
people to go all out, enjoy life, love the little moments and the big ones. Look
at every day differently and don’t waste time. I don’t know, I truly feel a
miracle is near, but I know for sure if it’s not in His will, this will be at
the top of the “coolest things ever done with mom.” It was my “make-a-wish” and
TEAM NADINE made it happen. You rock. Those who made it happen and those who
prayed my health to here!
There are people I won’t name who made this a reality and I
just need to thank them. There were a TON of people who tried for us, and for
that I am so thankful. Truly. The three who created what is being termed by the
kids as “THE BEST DAY EVER” I won’t be able to say enough thank you’s. Just
know you blessed me and my family in ways that I will NEVER be able to explain.
There’s so much I cannot put into words that happened last night that were just
for me and them. Thank you for being on our team and excited for ALL the new
members we got last night. The more, the better chance we have at fighting this!
I can’t do it on my own, and just uber grateful for you all.
Thank you.
Now, deep breath!
Tomorrow at 10:30 we get PET results and moving on to the
next step! So team get ready… I’ll post after I share with family. XOXO.