Ring, Ring! God Calling.

I started this morning a little anxious about the week. I have my two appointments at Emory and John Hopkins scheduled this month and feel very strongly that it will be one of those two. I have 3 other appointments this week that needed to be cancelled in light of that feeling, but knowing how hard it was to get in with these doctors, I had this hesitation. So I prayed. Hard. I asked God to just show me what I should do, I needed a sign... ring, ring. It was Warren. He was calling about my other mom, (Skip's mom) and said that it was a miracle she was alive. They found that her main artery was 99% blocked and they could not believe she had not had a heart attack. They were in shock. I hung up the phone trying to process it all, and I'm not really sure what I did after that, but eventually realized that was my answer. I went in for thyroid surgery and the doctors were shocked. When they opened my neck, everything was black. When I go into breast surgery, I pray they're not shocked, but what if they are? I love my doctor to this point, she is great, and the doctors I have been referred to I'm sure are awesome as well. I just think I'm being led elsewhere. As soon as I gathered my thoughts, the first of those doctors called asking if I'd like to come in today instead, they had a cancellation, and instead I got to cancel it on the spot. 

Wednesday I see the surgical oncologist at Emory and May 28th is the one in Baltimore... Praying for wisdom, confirmation and discernment as we continue to make these huge decisions. Until Wednesday...