Today started with a surprise visit from my mom and Isla! I
was so excited!! We went and ran errands at the bank and CVS and then ate Chick
fil A for lunch. She got some energy
back and played so happily on the playground with the other kids. We did more shopping
at Target and I didn’t even use a motorized scooter! Just the walker and got a
few more buckets to organize Alana’s new room. I’m confident that she has more
Barbies than people I had at my birthday party. They are overflowing from a
HUGE Tupperware bin. Plus a bin of nothing but clothes and tiny stuff, another
of furniture, not to mention 3 cars, two little homes, a cruise ship and a
Barbie dreamhouse. I guess 8 years of obsession with Barbies, that is how its
done. I’m just hoping with bins labeled and ALL the sorting me and my mom did,
this child can keep her room clean. Hope.
Isla decided she was ready to go to nanny’s house when I
scolded her and popped her booty for punching me. Oh no, that does not fly with
me. It was instantly, “I wanna go to nanny’s house.” Which you almost have to
giggle, because really in like 5 minutes I looked straight into her eyes, said,
“I love you” and she said it back with no hesitation. It has been a while since
she has done that and it MADE my day.
And then my Lana Bear and Madison came home and there was
peace. No whining, no arguing, just giggles from Alana watching her computer in
a little fort she made, Madison and I crafting her homework and then friends
over for dinner. Honestly it was a good day. It was so good that I did physical
therapy exersizes ON MY OWN! That is huge. Madison and Skip discovered that my
balance did improve after playing a week’s worth of wii balance games. I hope
to get the power point. She did SUCH a good job!
Well that is it. I got a ton of refills, unpatiently
awaiting the brain MRI and am getting the run around on getting my 4 week
cytology drawn. May mean a trip to the West Coast! Have to amazing people I
need to see if so. Jim my only LM brother (2 year survivor currently NED!) and
my Brittany (Struggling with the fight of her life). Plus, I love seeing Minh
and Dr. Kesari so who knows, maybe it’s time. Technically I need to see Dean
Collins too, just not sure how to get around so much of the state unless we
make it a family vacation! Haha. Never know I guess. The kids just want a
selfie in front of the Hollywood sign and they’ll be good.
Well that is it for now. I can’t harass my poor husband any
more about taking down Christmas from the attic, work is beyond stressing him
out. A good episode of Colbert or Noah doesn’t even distract him enough. So if
there are any strong guys up for the challenge I think he would appreciate the
help – as long as no one falls through the ceiling. Hehe.
Off to bed. Just had at least 30 hugs from Alana and a quite
deep conversation about cancer. Shestarted it with, “Well mom, you know, if we
knew what caused the cancer, couldn’t we then reverse it?” she’s my brilliant
one. We talked about DNA strands and mutations, and a whole bunch of stuff I
cannot remember, and then it came. “So does that mean I’m going to get cancer
too?If it can be passed down by your parents?” I never EVER wanted to hear that
question but I answered honestly. “yes.” When you are 18 you can choose if you
want your DNA to be tested so you will know and have early screening and tests
to catch it early. But we hope you don’t. “ and she said, “and Madison either.”
I don’t know where she gets her geniusness from, oh wait, that’s from Skip, but
it blows me away each time she goes on a rant like tonight. Whatever she does
in life will be life changing, that I know for sure.